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this passage will going to have many languages mix together!osmetimes maybe u'll see rude words.don be surprise..
 i'm damn sien now!hate my life!i damn hate my form 6 life!!!my friends not with me!new environment and many new faces!my previous school is a school which majority chinese.now "my school" majority other races.i cannot adapt to the environment.i cannot adapt to the teaching way of form 6.i cannot adapt with new ppl.i cannot adapt with new teachers.i cannot adapt in everything of my life now~!i wanna return to secondary school life!!if there's rlly a way for me to return to last year,i'll do anything or sacrifice anything of me in order for that dream to comes true.i miss my life in secondary!i miss everything in secondary school!!!i want back to secondary life!!!y can't i??? life now sucks!!y i should suffer like this?how i'm going to go through my one and a half year?? now already physical and mental suffering!shit!i dono how to overcome all of these.hope that my feeling towards life will change.even a bit and making me not so much suffer now i also want!i really super damn hate my life!!!!!!